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  • Aug. 26th, 2007 at 11:01 PM

SORRY SOO LONG! My computer has been broken...it has been good then bad then ok...then shitty...my parents are going crazy...taking it out on me...but yea..that depressing shit only helps me not eat....I will show them...I lost 6 lbs since this shit has been going down..thanks mom and dad...anyways...im going to have some rum and a cig...talk to you guys later...I have missed you so! kisses
-Paige

BARELY MAKING IT...

  • Aug. 20th, 2007 at 6:51 PM

so my parents are fighting...my dad left...my digital scale stopped working..i have no money...i feel like shit...i dont even have to say it..i havent eaten anything...I love the numb feeling of hunger...it is the only thing that gets me by...i would really go by if I worried about eating too...I am with my mom right now...I swear last night my mom and I cried together til we couldnt cry and more...his exact last words "We have the most fucked up family I have ever seen"...and he left..havent seen him since..and I dont care to...my mom and I will be just fine...and I will help her take care of my brother...my dad is a fucking joke sometimes...I have never liked him...the things he says to me..and the way just walking in the house...my heart is in my chest wondering what he is going to bitch about...knowing that feeling will be gone is nice...well i have already gone on too long...if anyone wants to talk to me feel free....I would love some company...kisses to all....keep it thin girls.

Please Help Me

  • Aug. 18th, 2007 at 10:38 AM

Oh my Gosh please help me...I am having a day from hell..I need to talk to someone...I was late for work but luckily they are all nice here....so it was ok...then I called my mom to tell her that I wanted to cut my hair because it is really dry all of a sudden...and she says....you are a liar...you are pathetic...you told me you had saved money in the bank but I have a receipt from your bank saying you bounced a check...what is that about...then she started mocking me about my weight knowing she was making me cry while I was sitting at my desk at work and she didnt even care...she is like the devil...why does she treat me so fucking shitting...I just want to get to skinny I blow away so she sees what she does to me....please talk to me and help me...love you all.
-Paige

Writer's Block: Trading Spaces

  • Aug. 17th, 2007 at 4:17 PM

If you could be another person for a day, who would it be and why? Nicole Richie...I love her so or Steven Tylers girlfriend...because I would kill for a chance to get in bed with him..haha chaaa

Not too BaD

  • Aug. 17th, 2007 at 2:23 PM

Well I did ok today...I didnt have breakfast...I had did have a small lunch because I had to...my friends all begged me to go eat with them...and I know I wont eat dinner...and I will take my cold shower when I get to the house...I wanted to start my fast today...but I am just so confused about it...can someone give me more information...can I eat anything...or is it a fast from everything...or what...?...I have eaten just fruits for weeks...and veggies...or maybe a few crackers all day...but I wanted to fast all day for 5 days and just drink lemon water..and then start in with fruits...good or bad idea....if you have anything to add please do...I need advice..
Thanks everyone..I love you so..
kisses
-Paige

Writer's Block: Ewww

  • Aug. 16th, 2007 at 6:45 PM

What is one food that you refuse to try? Why? Frog Legs....Because I dont like to eat meat period...but poor frogs...that swim around in nasty ponds...no thanks...peace

First Entry

  • Aug. 16th, 2007 at 5:03 PM

Well...I am new to live journal but very excited...I hope to put an ease to some of the troubles that try to escape my mind all at once...maybe if I have a few people to talk to...that care in the least...I will feel better when I try to close these eyes at night...I am really getting tired of looking through my phone in the late hours wondering who to call that might care about my pathetic life...I am sure this will help....The most important reason I am here is just to talk to someone about my eating problems...I am tired of hearing what a terrible person I am...I would like to hear "good job" or "we are right here with you" I also miss by best friend that was torn from me by what feels like the whole world...anyways..maybe I will find her here if there is any hopes of miracles at all.......if anyone needs to talk I am here...kisses
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